Friday, October 18, 2013

life lately

i am so grateful to be living in the great state of utah. life has been, well… i’d like to say crazy, but i  am starting to learn it really isn’t crazy, that’s just life. i have a really fun opportunity tonight to go see  a bunch of my old hall-mates and my ra at byu. to say i am excited would be an understatement! this is definitely going to be a good friday. i’m sitting here at work on my lunch break, and i’ve really been thinking about goals lately. i started to remember some of my long-forgotten new year’s resolutions, and i decided i should probably get back on this blog (; after reviewing some of my goals, i realized that i don’t have to wait until new year’s day to start them. i don’t even need to wait until monday. i can start today. this (albeit silly) epiphany feels so refreshing! i feel really motivated to get a lot of things on track this weekend that i’ve been procrastinating.

as for my life lately, there have been a few big changes. i moved! i live about 6 blocks away from temple square in downtown salt lake. how blessed i feel to be so close to the house of the lord. i can walk a mile and be at the temple gates. it amazes me every time i see that building to think that 40 years of hard handy work by the hands of the latter-day saints and by the hand of the lord resulted in that beautiful building. i love living downtown! the city isn’t too big, but it’s just big enough that there is plenty to entertain yourself with. (side note: it really bothers me to finish my sentence with “with”  - it’s just horrible grammar. i also feel ridiculous using proper grammar on a casual american-english blog. oy vey. but at least i didn’t say “there is plenty with which one can entertain themselves”, right? no? does that sound just so nose-in-the-air/overly-formal-on-a-casual-blog?) it is so exciting to live so close to the heart of a city – i mean, i’m in it! it adds a spark to my days and makes me feel like a little kid (in terms of excitement). it really makes me dream of new york. click here to read more about that. i also love my roommates. kimbo slice and i have finally accomplished the feat – we are official roommates! the three other girls i’ve moved in with are wonderful, and i feel like i really lucked out having only known kim when i moved in originally. they’re already proving to be such a blessing, and this is only the beginning of it all.

i have now been working at snugz for almost 8 months, and about a month ago i received a promotion! i now work as sales support for national accounts. our head of  sales called me into her office right before the application deadline and asked me to apply, so of course i did. i had already thought about it, but i was intimidated by the position because i had so little experience at snugz, and the thought of working with national accounts just sounded so.. well, you know. big. national. the works. i was excited she pulled me into her office and it was just the nudge i needed. i, being brittaney, kept talking the whole thing down so i wasn’t disappointed when i didn’t get the position, and when they offered me the position i was thrilled. i’ve been training in that position for the past month, so it’s definitely been something fun to keep me on my feet, and i really love everyone i work with. i feel so lucky! i am also leaving on a trip for work on monday to arizona. i am so excited and i feel like next week is going to be a blast. i’ll keep you posted. (;

school is going well. i’m behind on reading, but what college student isn’t mid-way through the semester? i’m planning on playing catch up this entire weekend. i am really enjoying learning about personal finance. that class is so interesting! my professor is one of the best professors i have ever had the pleasure to study under. he is so energetic and excited about the material he teaches, and he is very realistic when it comes to life and how things just happen sometimes.

i am so excited that it’s october. we just had general conference and i was so blessed to be able to attend yet AGAIN this session. fall is my favorite season and october is the most perfect month of fall all year. utah october is spectacular. the tree colors don’t compare totally to indy, but the mountains make up for it. i’ll save this one for later, though. in the meantime, i hope you are having a great autumn. sip some cider for me. (;

Friday, July 19, 2013

Special Diabetes Program (SDP)

Last week, more than 160 delegates from JDRF’s 2013 Children’s Congress stormed Capitol Hill, asking their Members of Congress to sign onto a letter being circulated by House and Senate Diabetes Caucus leaders in support of the Special Diabetes Program (SDP). Please join us now in asking your Members of Congress to sign the letter, by July 31st. Your action today will send a very clear message to Congress about the importance of the SDP and what it means to the future of those living with type 1 diabetes (T1D).
The SDP must be renewed this year to continue to build upon the groundbreaking research advances made to date, and to explore innovative new opportunities that lie ahead. While accelerating progress towards a cure, the SDP is developing better treatments and technologies to help manage the disease and reduce costly complications. Without these critical advancements, the costs related to diabetes will continue to go up, and the ultimate goal to end T1D altogether will be delayed.
We need YOUR help! Please take a quick moment to Email your Members of Congress to ask them to sign the SDP letter. We need as many Members of Congress on this letter as possible, and last year, we had strong support in Congress and the SDP was renewed. Today, we need your help in both the House and Senate to extend the SDP again this year! Finally, please don’t forget to forward this Email along to family and friends, and share this action alert on your favorite social media sites.
Thanks for all you do!
JDRF Advocacy

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as my two younger brothers and many of my friends live life with this disease, i felt an immediate responsibility to take part in this. if you would, please take a moment to do the same. below is an example of my personal touch to the email. it can be simple, but every effort counts. thank you!
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Please Sign Onto Letter in Support of Special Diabetes Program (SDP)

Dear [Decision Maker],
As your constituent, I write today to ask that you sign-on to the bipartisan Special Diabetes Program (SDP) support letter being circulated by the Congressional Diabetes Caucus co-chairs, recognizing the importance of the SDP, which represents 35 percent of the federal investment in type 1 diabetes (T1D) research.

This issue is very important to me personally! I have two younger brothers and 4 very close friends who all live with type 1 diabetes. While this trial in life has proven itself to be a blessing in some ways, it is also a disease that has stripped away time that can never be regained or extended. My family and my friends amaze me with their strength, discipline, and patience. Both Christopher and Brenden, my  two brothers, have been admitted to the hospital multiple times as a result of this disease. Christopher, the older of the two, has been close to death twice in his life already. To have you sign on to the SDP support letter would mean more than the world to me - it would mean life.

The SDP must continue to build upon the groundbreaking research advances made to date, and to explore innovative new opportunities that lie ahead. While accelerating progress towards a cure, the SDP is developing better treatments and technologies to help manage type 1 diabetes (T1D) and reduce costly complications. Without these critical advancements, the costs related to diabetes will continue to go up, and the ultimate goal to end T1D altogether will be delayed.

Your support of the SDP is greatly appreciated. Thank you for standing up for me, for my loved ones, and for all people affected by T1D.
Sincerely,
Brittaney Mickelsen

Saturday, June 15, 2013

life lately, according to my iphone pictures.

we ran the 10k dirty dash on june 8th, and we had a very muddy, dirty blast.

this earned spot #1 in my tummy-rankings - the best hot dogs i have ever tasted. ever.


this is my spiff. i love her.


i am so grateful for the church!
soon (: any ideas?

yellowstone on the way back from canada! (to be continued...)

morning yoga

my favorite smallspot in downtown slc

Saturday, May 4, 2013

brigham young university

i miss it. i have really missed byu today. i've missed it so much that it actually brought me to tears. (actually, it is currently bringing me to tears, but that's embarrassing and i can't have you guys knowing that.) as you may or may not know, i am currently living in salt lake city and i work. i like salt lake, and i like my job. i also like school, but i'm not a student at the moment. see, byu was one of the most incredible places i have ever been blessed to simply exist within. just being there makes you happy. i remember how much i stressed over my application to the university my senior year. i always wanted it. it was the only school i applied to other than the free ones i was offered full-ride scholarships to. byu was the dream from the time i was a little girl. i remember how overcome with excitement i was when i opened my acceptance letter. i had worked my entire life to read that long-awaited "congratulations" - countless hours of studying, homework-ing and stressing, not to mention all the clubs i was involved with, had been devoted to this goal, and it was a goal that i accomplished with enthusiasm. the college years are such an important time of any young adult's life. i had prepared myself for an incredible experience. i had a strong will, a strong testimony, and a strong work ethic that was going to carry me places. i was passionate and had true joy in my life. when i finally arrived, i was excited and i was nervous and i was ready to take it all on head-first. and at first it was wonderful. at first. every single girl in my dorm was divinely remarkable, and i don't think they will ever realize how grateful i am to have had them placed in my life. both my ra and my roommate were especially phenomenal. i wish i would have embraced them more, but i was distracted... and then the downward spiral began. i missed home a lot. but i was alright. i stayed up late studying because i would hang out with friends all day. but i was okay. then i broke someone's heart to appease another's. things weren't alright. i became swallowed up in a relationship that was doomed from the start. things weren't okay. but i wanted them to be. i channeled all of my efforts to the wrong place. i tried to please an unpleasable person with every breath i took. i couldn't handle the burden i refused to acknowledge i was carrying. i stopped making music. i stopped writing. i stopped hanging out with friends. i even stopped going to classes after a while. my entire life became devoted to an abusive relationship that i was in denial about. i just couldn't believe that i couldn't make someone even remotely happy. i was putting in so much effort that was smacked aside constantly. it was my fault we started without any trust. i had left someone else for him, after all. who does that, anyway? but he excited me and challenged me in ways no one else ever had. everything was so foreign. i just didn't know that these challenges of his were actually no good for me. now don't get me wrong, i am a much stronger person today in aspects of my life i was unknowingly weak in previously, but at the time my self-worth plummeted. i had no confidence in anything that i did. i became a puppet to a puppeteer who knew exactly what buttons to push and when to pull back to keep me lost in this cycle for quite a long time. it was after too long i had quite enough and just let go. it was too late at this point, though. the damage had been done. i had failed most of my classes - a letter i had never seen in an academic setting in my life. i was crushed. i destroyed myself from the inside out. i gave up. i just couldn't believe it. by the time school rolled back around, i decided that more loans was not an option, and i didn't go back. i drifted for a long time. i'm finally re-establishing myself, but as i am doing that i am realizing more and more how truly painful it is to be away from such a lovely place that i threw away by choice. if i could change just one thing in my life, it would be that mistake - i want it back, and i want it bad. i feel hopeless, but i also feel fire. i want to fight for it. i want the experience i denied myself my entire freshman year. i want to prove myself and i want to get back to where i know i need to be. and really...

i just want to be happy.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

touch + taste the impossible.

this is beautiful.

there are no more excuses where i'm taking you. i know you are scared. flight is your only option. but don't worry... there's a place for safe landing.



...we must first give them their wings.